I knew that it was never meant to be, we are 2 different people on 2 different tracks of life. I’m going to Japan and you can’t go there, you didn’t even want to try to make it work. It’s alright though, at least I for sure know were we stand when you just sealed the deal with your new boyfriend. Well it was fun while it lasted and it’s time to chock yet another one up as a loss that went down in flames. Time to yet again try to make myself a better person and hold out for someone better. No more drinking myself into a shallow pit. No more rushing into something destined to fail. Fuck it I’m done wasting my time on anyone other than me, time to do what I want to do. Time to go out and make something of myself, time to make something out of what little time I have left.